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My son was taken from me because I would not take
my ex-boyfriend, who is my daughters DNA back. I thought he was just coming to visit the kids the day after Christmas. I
was not happy to see him but I let him in anyway. We argued for a minute about a phone call we had earlier and then I just
stopped talking to him. He talked to Jared and Jared wanted him to go upstairs and watch a movie with him. I told Jared
no and that his "dad" had to leave soon. That monster told Jared to go upstairs and get a movie for down stairs. He did,
excited as anything that his "dad" was there. I turned around to clean off the portable dvd player for the kids to watch
on the road trip when he came up behind me and duct taped my mouth. He told me he was going to kill me. And then he started
to beat me. My daughter was asleep on the couch but eventually woke up to me screaming and saw everything! Jared ran down
the stairs to help me. He said "dad please don't" and then he was punched in the face so hard that he went flying back.
My son and I were both beaten and strangled. Until I was eventually strangled unconscious. I awoke upstairs were I was raped.
I kept asking about Jared and that monster kept saying that he was okay that he tied him up and put him in the closet. And
that if I keep asking that he will kill him. Later I was told that my son was beaten even after I was out. That my son was
actually tortured. He was beaten strangled, suffocated, then stabbed. My sons brain was swollen he had bruises everywhere
and he was awake when he was stabbed. They said that my sons death was not instant. It was slow and painful. My son was
just trying to help me. I could hear my daughter crying downstairs. I could barely move. IT eventually left taking my car
with him..I crawled downstairs to find my boy laying in a puddle of blood with nothing but the black handle of a knife sticking
out the left side of his neck. The knife went almost through to the other side. He was six years old, a week and a half
away from being seven. I was in ICU for days. I never got to stay by his side or tell him that I loved him. He died by
himself with my 2 year old watching in horror because IT needed to get laid one last time before he left.
*****Trial update*****
The trail started on January 16th 2007 and it should of been an open
and shut case for the death penalty but due to certain members of the jury that was not the case. Nathan Shaw did get first
degree murder, but he should of gotten more. Nathan Shaw flat out lied on the stand and his lies were outrageous. He stated
that he came into my home and tried to save me from some phantom guy that I was arguing with upstairs and when he ran up the
stairs
he ran straight into my sons throat. Bullshit, there was no guy upstairs. Nathan came into my home and just attacked
us. We were never upstairs until that piece of shit raped me. The knife was plunged four inches deep into my sons neck,
but it was an accident. Then he says that after I saw that my son was already gone I was like hey lets go upstairs and have
sex! He says he did not rape me because I wanted it!! I saw my son laying there, freaked out till Nathan beat me, now mind
you that I was beaten to the point that both of my eyes were swelled shut, my eye socket was broken, my nose broken, I needed
stitches in my eye and chin, both my eyes were hemorrhaged, I had a concussion and yet I wanted sex one last time before I
died! How can you let some one like this live? I hope that the jurors that fought for this piece of shit can sleep at night
knowing they let him live. Then his dad and family get up on the stand and beg for his life. I begged for my sons life and
that never mattered so why should they get to beg for Nathan's????? I can only hope that the people that Nathan ends up with
in jail due the job that the jury should of done. And I hope it hurts.
I would like to thank the DA and everyone who
helped him get this case together. Dee, Doug, and Sue, you guys were great. Also to the Chief of Police who kept my ass
looking forward. With out you Joe I would be lost through this all. And also I would like to thank every officer who stood
by me, and that has to have the horrible image that Nathan Shaw left behind. You are all my hero's.
**That monster
got life plus 24 to like 49 years**
A note to mothers and fathers, love your children and hold them close, take
too many pictures and dont stress over the little things cause you never know what day is your last. My sons father never
knew what he had in Jared. He will now have to live with the fact that my son cried himself to sleep most nights wondering
what was so wrong with him that his dad did not want him. I could only comfort him as best I could but it broke his little
heart. So dont let your child suffer because you just cant do it. Another thing..my son thought of that thing that killed
him as his father. And that thing thought of Jared as his. So just because an asshole loves your child, does not mean that
he wont hurt them. I made a mistake by being with this thing. And I ended it way to late. I should of ended it the minute
I realized that he was using. But I wanted to save him and I wanted a father for my children. IT is not the one that needed
saving though. I hate myself everyday for not seeing what IT was capable of. IT was not abusive to us, just an addict that
caused to much trouble. Way more trouble then IT was worth. I just wish I knew that IT was really like under the lies. IT
was a demon in disguise.
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My ex was in and out of jail and back and
forth with drugs. I thought in the beginning that I could save him. By the time I realized that he was worthless it was
too late. He had just gotten out of jail serving eight-teen months. He was straight and sober though when he did this to
us. They found him three days later in Ok. ***We went for the death penalty but unfortunately that thing got out of it.
Instead IT got life plus 24 to 49 years. He should of gotten the death penalty, My son did not have a choice in whether or
not he lived and neither should IT of.***
imikimi - Customize Your World
Lite a candle here
at my mothers site for Jared. Please stop by and lite a candle for Jared.
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Bikers against child abuse is an amazing organization
that helps children that have been abused, and they have agreed to help us with Jared's law. Please go to there site and
support them as well.
A special thank you to Larry "Fish"
B.A.C.A.
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